Where do I even start. We are on the beginning of our journey. Diagnosed in December. We are scheduled first round of treatment on Wednesday the 11th of January. It has been a roller coaster of emotions on both parts. He has been doing well, so far. He will not let me see his fears and anxieties. We have an outpour of support. We have his family, both blood and brotherhood. I have my loving family, adoption for many years ago. The future is unknown. The fear is real. We have A beautiful baby girl who has a big, tender heart. We try to keep her in the unknown, but if for some reason things go crazy, we will be forced to open her eyes to the ugly reality of life and its uncertainty.